I paint because I love solving problems—even ones of my own making! I love the mindfulness that comes with applying paint to a surface. I love the weird, complex, simplicity of creating something unique out of virtually nothing. And I love the buzz I get when all the problems are solved—that feeling in my gut that lets me know that the painting needs nothing more—and nothing less.
Aesthetically-speaking it is inspired by age-worn surfaces. But my art is really an expression of my sensitivity and of my journey from a soap opera-like existence to the calm, secure, happy, place where I am now. Essentially it reflects my desire to be comfortable with being authentic and vulnerable—and also with being seen.
I work in acrylic on canvas and wood. I use newsprint, journal pages, graphite pencils, and a variety of mark-making tools. I find restrictions enhance my creativity so I prefer a limited palette.
There is never a plan. I have no idea at the outset how a painting will turn out. I move from free-expressive play through many layers of patching and revealing towards the final stages of precise design. Often in a trance-like state as I work—when finished—I often have no idea where the painting came from! Its meaning usually reveals itself during the process but may not become clear until the end.
Recently, my work has shifted from fully abstract to a disrupted representation of still life. I am curious about where that will lead.
Click the image below for a short video about my art practice and inspiration.
SCRAPS, 2021
75 x 60 cm mixed media on board
© Caroline Millar
Biography
Caroline Millar (b. 1964, UK) Lives and works on the Isle of Cumbrae, Scotland
Education
Chelsea College of Art and Design, BA (Hons), 1994
Wild Landscapes with May Byrne, House for an Art Lover, 2019
Art2Life Creative Visionary Programme, 2020
Exhibitions
2019 Threads, Dundas St Gallery, Edinburgh
2020 Autumn Show, Brownsword Hepworth, London
2020 Winter Show, Brownsword Hepworth, London
2020 A Cabinet of Curiosities, Brownsword Hepworth, London
2021 Art on a Postcard for International Women’s Day
2021 Solo Show, Brownsword Hepworth, London
2023 The Cumbrae Six, The Hunter Saville Gallery, Isle of Cumbrae
2024 Summer Show, Studio 44 Gallery, Largs
Bibliography
Artmag, Dundas Street Gallery, Edinburgh: Threads, 11 March 2019
Museum of Many Artists (moma.co.uk), Caroline Millar Interview, July 2020
Tap Into Your Creativity, Sandra Felemovicius, 2021
Podcasts
The Art2Life Podcast: Becoming Alive in Art + Life - Caroline Millar - Episode 124